My Last Letter to You

"Ghost" - Indigo Girls

Dear You,

In a few days you and I will officially become history.

You have not been mine for quite sometime, but soon from now you will belong to someone one else. This belonging will be strengthened by strong vows and commitments... and a ring around each of your fingers.

I haven't slept much this week. As usual, thoughts of you keep keeping me awake. I dread Saturday, with all my heart. I dread 5:30. I dread knowing that she is walking down the isle, and you are looking at her like she is the only person that matters in the entire world. And i dread even more the words "I do".

Why am i still here, over two years later, still longing for you? Why can I not fall in love with anyone else? Why can't i rebuild my heart?

I can sit here and type forever about how I wish it was me. That would be time wasted. I will however, take the time to type these words and send them into cyberspace. I hope she is everything you deserve. If she won your heart from me, she must be something special. I hope she gives you everything you've ever wanted. I'm trusting her, with my own life through trusting her with you. Please make him happy, if I can't. Never let your eyes wander, because you have everything. You have our everything.

Most in my position would wish failure on your bond. But I wish you the opposite. If it has to hurt me this much, make it worth it. Love each other like nothing else matters, because nothing else does... I've learned. Treat her like a queen, because yes, she is the only one that matters. She won you.

I wish you nothing but the best Cole, because I still love you more than you will ever know.

Love,

Me